- But you don't even speak to her!
- I don't feel like wishing her back.
- That's just cheap talk. Go back to her, talk to her, spend the time with her, even if it's just a while. Make her a natural part of your routine, and you will remember how good she was to you, how fine she made you feel, how different she was from me. You will be reminded of the fewer problems she would bring you, the fewer messes she would have left inside your head for just not being so weird and confusing as me. Slowly, all of that empty anger inside you might give space to the butterflies you used to feel when you were with her. And you will soon realise that, even if she's not the right one for you, she is the one you've always looked for and the one you want to be with. That's absolutely her, not me. Stop deceiving yourself.
- I don't want her! Don't you believe me?
- I would utterly believe you if it only depended on me. But that's what I see. I would believe you if all that could be done was actually done.
- If I turn to speak to her again, you'll suffer a lot and won't let anyone know due to your pride.
- Of course I would. I would feel mad, scared and insecure everyday, everytime,. But I can't block you from doing a thing you want. I mean, in case you really want to get her friendship back...
- I don't want her friendship back!
- I'm not convinced. I shouldn't have let you know, unconsciously, that I suffer seeing you with her. Now I believe that you just say you don't want her back because you don't want to let me down, once having seen my situation before.
- So, what can be done?
- I don't know... do whatever you feel like. I just wanted you to be aware that, if you're avoiding her because of me, never mind. That's just bullshit. If having her would make you happy, I'm pretty sure I'll also be just for the sake of seeing you fine.
- How come...
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